7
Sep
2009
another day over & deeper in debt…
there are day’s when I feel the 16 tons that have to be moved – for whatever reason – & I’m exhausted, but we all have to carry some of it & well … I feel better if I at least tried to carry my part on my own, and didn’t trick somebody else into doing it for me, & so here I am smiling again…
6
Sep
2009
back to normal
what is normal – I am home I get up in the morning I care for the family, then I hope to work in my studio and start some new paintings – after so much summer-time, this is going to be really relaxing – average timescedule – finally working!
28
Aug
2009
Who is …?
some of my paintings are going to be presented – on saturday – at an event concerning people who are recovering from an amputation – the paintings are sort of dreams – I was wathing acrobats and in this bodywork is so much speed and perfection, but you hardly see it, it’s more a feeling – I admire it because it makes me think this is only possible if you are complete and whole, but then I know acrobats personal, and they are just people with all the problems, and more – so there is this moment – in the air – where everything is perfect – and then you start all over again – it doesn’t last – but the dream excicts
but being a person means to just be a part of the whole – I think!
but sometimes we would like to be more independent – so we dream we are complete – maybe?
